Okay I guess the other day’s post warrants an explaination.
My two younger siblings found signifigant others during last years valentines free trial at a dating website. The brother is getting married at the beginning of next month. And the sister is all but moved into her guys house already. So changes abound around here. It is a big deal.
I have always been so close to my younger siblings and they are both with people who are either miles away from the rest of the family on religious and/or political views and…oh yuck.
I suppose the good thing is holidays will be less of a problem. Because no one will be anywhere near us as far as spiritual matters. But there is a deep ache and sense of loss as you worry about your siblings. It makes me wonder if you can have wheat and tares in the same tiny house growing up. My heart just aches with a sadness that makes your eyes spill over even when you are not sobbing…
Today I think I am making tzit tzit. I saw a great study on the Dalet and Vav a few days ago. Let me see if I can bring it to you.