I know I haven’t been around here much – the deal is – in real life I have been going through some stuff. Some pretty hurtful stuff and I am worn out. I found some people I really clicked with and after a few weeks of intense awesomeness I am somehow finding myself on the naughty list. So emotionally, spiritually – that has been grating on me. I am stumbling around a little shell shocked. and sad. and lost. working though it best I can though.